not letting you get in my way.
Im just getting home, and now I lay here at 5am, 2 hours away from my alarm clock and all I can do is smile.
I love my team. And not because of how talented they are, but because of who they are. When I think of them, I remember why I love my job, and why I can never complain about 2 hours of sleep before a 14 hour day.
The road to Body Rock has been great.. And while things are definitely going to get more intense, I’ll think back on nights like tonight and remember that we genuinely care for and support each other - and that we do this for each other as much as we do it for ourselves.
Thank you for that feeling.
I’m a proud papa.
and there you have it folks..
I decided to split my brain into two blogs..
something i’ve thought about doing since i first started with tumblr.
I’ve always wanted to start a blog about everything dance. Share my experiences and history in the last 10 years, express more of my thoughts behind directing SGBM, and maybe be a voice the dance community may want to listen to.
In any case, this will be that blog from now on.
If you give a rats-butt about the rest of me.. you know, the personal, crazy stuff, then you can follow me at www.thatjcray.tumblr.com
at 4am I received a bit of encouragement from an unlikely friend who happens to be on the other side of the globe at the moment..
and it really meant a lot. i realized afterwards how much i needed it too.
this has been tough on me. but i’m never going to say it wasn’t worth it.